Patience

I am really trying to be patient. It isn't easy. I have a lot of stuff in the works. Surgeries, appointments, art stuff I'm working on, and other things.  There is only so much of any of it that I can do at any given time. It's frustrating. When you're in the hurry up and wait place, you still feel a sense of urgency. You never feel just settled about anything. 

I'm doing what I can to try and stay calm about all of this. I really am.