First Day 2025

I'm really tired and my feet hurt. I had a lot of pain the first day of the year. I really hope that isn't a sign this year will be full of pain. I need a good year. We all do.

I'm not making resolutions. I have plans of things I want to do, but we'll see how they go. Mostly I'm just going to try to continue to exist. One of my friends was talking about how grief isn't a straight line and that's very true. 

So anyway, yeah. The holidays are over. I'm tired. I really hope that things are okay this year. I really need them to be.