Why do I feel like crying?
Then again, there has been a lot of time this year I felt like crying.
I began 2024 with hope. I had a lot of good stuff going on. I talked to my father twice a week. Then my dad died and everything derailed. I feel like I lost months of my life when he left. Then the election happened. Now everything sucks.
I'm going into 2025 with one hand held in front of me like a shield. I'm scared. I'm timid. I'm just not in a good place at all.
My December wasn't bad. I missed my father but my friends made sure my holidays were good. I'm grateful for that.
Do I start this year with hope? Yeah. I guess I can't help that. I have hope, but I'm also scared and sad and unsure about what will happen.
Happy New Year.
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