Plans

As far as I can tell, my holiday plans are made. We're trying our best to be practical and safe about things. There is a lot to look forward to.

And yet, the grief is still here. I just spend so much time feeling like I'm about to cry. I'm very grateful that people are being gentle with me and helping me through this time. 

It's going to be hard to celebrate with my family this year. It's going to be a situation where my dad isn't with me and with the exception one of year, I've spent every year celebrating the holidays with my dad. 

So here we go. I guess I'll have to find a way through this.