Today was not easy. All the pain of the trip hit me. My body has been complaining all day long. Hips. Knees. Feet. I know it would all be worse if I'd not had the chair. I'm thankful for that, but it's still not fun.
There is also the pure raw, awful emotional side to it. I didn't ever reach panic attack state, but my body was all clinched and ready for it. I keep having to calm myself down. It's over. It's over.
And it truly is over. I just wish my body and emotions would accept that.
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