Evening Blues

 I've been having this problem with hitting a pretty dark level of sadness in the evening. It has some paranoia pricking at it and a little bit of panic. I'm really hating it.

I understand it though. 2020 is a year of strange madness and confusion. I have a lot of people who have been ill. I have people who may not get better. There is nothing I can do about really any of this. So yeah, it's depressing and sad and scary.

So here we are. A weird year and a sad year. I'm just trying to get past it.