I'm not sure what it was about today but it just really sucked the joy out of my soul. I'm ending this day just feeling awful. Like, seriously, awful. I feel defeated and exhausted.
Maybe it's the appointment tomorrow, though I have no idea why it would be. I have prepared for that about as much as I can. Maybe it's just the general state of my body being worn out or the way Covid and summer keep dragging on. I have no idea. I just....
I feel like all my creative energy is drained. I was so created even a month ago and now it just feels gone. I just want to retreat and hide.
I hope I feel better tomorrow.
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