Doomscrolling

I was doing pretty well, but today I let myself delve too much back into the real world and its politics and stupidity. I should not have done this. It completely set me back into the Dark Place. I'll need to dig myself out of it again.

I shouldn't do that. I'm not really in the mental place to deal with it. I don't need to hear about or read about or watch videos about ALL THE BAD THINGS. I know they're important (some of them, I swear sometimes people are thrusting drama at me that has nothing to do with me at all), but I am not the person who has enough spoons to process it right now. 

Right now I can talk about music (not politics of music or who is trying to do what to music or who wants to cancel what music), elves, and how hot Melkor is. That's about it. Honestly.