Not Over

I spoke to my caseworker today and thought I had everything overwith. Then she called back around five and left a message. She still needed more information. I gave it, as best as I could. I hope it was fine. I hate being nervous about this stuff.

I know I've been really shut down lately. I've had trouble talking to people, getting back to people, communicating. I'm deeply withdrawn, more so than usual. And the thing is, I'm not sure I have the spoons to claw my way out of this. Not yet. Maybe soon.