Trying

I'm trying. 

I'm trying to stay OKAY. I'm trying to keep my brain chemicals in a good place. I'm trying to function as a normal and well-adjusted human. 

I'm trying to ignore things that I can't control and will only depress me. I'm trying to focus on things that fill me with wonder and joy. I'm trying to organize, pet my cats, knit. Reach out.

I will get through this winter.