December Plans

Things are situated, more or less, for my family holiday plans. Even though I try to get this on any other day but my birthday, it still ends up on my birthday. 

Also, the main gift I was looking forward to may not be in. And it's going to be late and dark and I know I'm not being that positive about the holiday but so far December has been stressful. 

It's always stressful, but this year is just eating away at me. Stupid car with its stupid leak and its stupid inability to be found so it can be stopped. LOOK, if you're going to leak, leak in a way that is obvious. I don't need this in my life right now.