The wheel on my desk broke today and it was kind of the nail in the coffin of what had been a really stressful and emotional day for me. I was very frustrated with everything. It was hot and humid, but not so much as I could justify turning on the AC. It was right on the edge of that, so I suffered in discomfort, but not danger.
I'm already so tired of summer and its various issues. Really, honestly, I'm just tired of everything. I'm tired and over everything. I know I'll feel better as soon as I can be in some hours of cooler air. I know it's just the heat and the stress of the heat that's getting to me, but right now it has me so on edge I could scream.
The worst part is that I can't even comfort myself with the idea that soon summer will be over. For one thing, this is the beginning of it. For another, I just know leaving the summer months will bring on other stressors and right now, all of it feels overwhelming.
Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.
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