After I wrote my post, I realized that one of the reasons I was so emotional yesterday was because it was my grandfather's birthday. It was also my great-grandmother's birthday, my cousin's birthday, and the birthday of one of my friends. Now only two of those people are left.
Getting older is weird. I don't feel like I've lost my looks or whatever. Can't lose what you never had! No, for me it's like I just feel this enormity of the years. So much change around me, so very little change in my own life. I just feel buried under all of it.
I've mentioned this before, but I really dislike December.
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