I've been in a bad place the last couple of days. I'm knitting and making progress. This is good. My mind is a nasty jumble of darkness and fear. It's ugly in there. I'm doing my best to just let it ride. Maybe the meds will knock it out. The problem is, I'm taking the meds on the reg. How bad would this be if I wasn't on the meds?
The brain weasels are keeping me up at night. I'm having trouble sleeping and when I DO sleep, I'm having horrible dreams. Decent sleep means I can have a decent and productive day. Without one, I don't have the other. So other than knitting, I accomplish nothing.
Just keep knitting. It's my version of 'just keep swimming.'
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