Sometimes I go back to look at the posts I wrote last year. By this time, I was already starting to feel my emotions even out and my anxiety got really quiet. It was, honestly, the best I'd felt in years. It lasted for several weeks and I loved it.
It isn't happening this year. At least, not yet. There are differences, of course. Spring of '18 was peaceful. This year there have been hospital trips and massive car issues and all kinds of other stress. Last year was also very clearly SPRING by this point. Right now it still rather feels like the dregs of winter. So maybe my Mellow will come back.
I really, really hope it does.
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