I have my (hopefully) last appointment in Tulsa on Monday. I wish I wasn't scared about it, but I think I will always be scared of any kind of appointment where I have to have a vaginal exam. It led to one of the scariest points of my adult life. I mean, also one of the luckiest because my cancer was found super early, but still.
Anyway, tomorrow won't be easy on me emotionally. I'll just try my best to not be panicky. I'll do what I have to do, prep stuff, get clean. The goal is to show up to my appointment and be told I have my five years of clean cancerfreeness and then move on with my life. I really hope this happens.
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