I'm not sure if it's the pain I'm in or lingering grief, but I'm just not that excited about the idea of Autumn. Usually, it's my favorite time of year but this year I'm just not into it. Maybe it's because, more than anything, I just feel exhausted all the time and that often overwhelms anything else. It isn't even really a physical exhaustion. It's just . . . everything.
I miss my cats.
Maybe things will feel different in a month or so. Right now, all of it just feels gray and difficult.
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