Thursday, July 31, 2014

Six Weeks and Disappointment

Today is the beginning of my sixth week post surgery. This is when everything is supposed to be spiffy and healed and perfectly wonderful again. Hahahahahahahaahah!!! That isn't happening. In fact, today was not that great. Some of the post-op issues I'd thought were over decided to show back up in full force today. I also had some discomfort and depression. It wasn't a good day. Things aren't spiffy. Not one bit.

I spent most of the day annoyed. My body was annoying me. My lack of progress was annoying me. My naive fixation on a set time for when I would be better annoyed me. The cat annoyed me. The birds outside annoyed me. Yeah, that was basically my day. I'm hoping I can sleep well and get past this.

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